I wounder about the people that pass me by, what is their drive? What is their motivation? Are they just like looking for that one? Do they crave something more in life like I do? I'm sure they feel more or less the same but what is it that make it their own motive? What is it in their day to day that keep them going?
RT (random thought) - sis moved out yet again, this time without saying bye..
On the bus ride home I was feeling a bit down. I just felt like crying. Yes I know what you're thinking emo me, pms me, but it maybe more then that.. it just sucks feeling so down. The day passes and I feel silly for having such low thoughts. Because over the years I've learn to be a bit more positive and look for the light of things but day by day slowly a shadow can cast over it all. I love what I have, I'm grateful for lots but still that doesn't mean I don't even feel depressed.
“Every man is his own doctor of divinity in the last resort” - Robert Louis Stevenson
And with that I remind myself that even when you feel so alone you always have yourself to turn to. Look deep and remind yourself these thoughts are only temporary.
I was thinking of one of my old friends today that I no longer talk to because of a fall out. Then coming home I saw her drive by her old neighbourhood as I walked by. She slowed down to wave so I waved back, it was nice to see her happy.
RT- listening to music can be so therapeutic
RT- fin allergy's suck. I've had this sinus headache all day :( major ouch
RT-inconsiderate people, bitches, unorganized people, and people in a hurry just blow my mind!!
